bass girl (superfly39) wrote,
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the prince of stories walks right by me

finally, the fucking WEEK O' HELL is over!!!!!!

i cant believe how hard my midterms were; oh yeah, and i'm flunking aural skills...and no, this isnt a brooke freak-out thing, like im making a B flunking.....im actually flunking...if i do all my homework and do well on my last two dictation quizes i can pass "with a solid C," as Dr. Reichardt put it. so, with all this taken into consideration, i have decided my spring break goal is to be a huge nerd, and just work and study and exercise. oh yeah, and clean the house and my room because its getting to the uncomfortably messy stage.

ive been doing alot of thinking lately about stuff....my mom came up this week for a little bit, and boy was she critical of me, though not intentionally i think. i guess i get my perfectionism from her...its funny how i dont realize how much ive changed until something happens, and its just like....wow.....ive changed and so has everyone else....which is a good thing. i certainly know who i am and what i want out of life and relationships alot better than i did five years ago. im not really sad about things; im more like...well, dissappointed life didnt turn out the way i thought it would.....but really, its a good thing. if life always turned out the way we expected, how boring and unexciting would that be?!

i need to detox
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"if life always turned out the way we expected, how boring and unexciting would that be?!"

I think that's a good motto for life. And very optimistic. Very unlike yourself five years ago. You have definitely grown as have almost everyone else that I've known since high school. Notice that I said almost. There are still a few people I know that I feel like telling them to grow up. :)
hopefully i'm not one of them. lol

( i always feel like people consider me to be very childish)
I don't know if you went to the opera or not, but I have a program you can turn if you didn't.

I had to get tutored in aural skills IV. I suuuuuuck at dictation, especially chordal dictation. But I was able to pull my grade up from an F to a B+, so you should be able to improve your grade as well. (I guess that's one good thing about aural skills: you have about 90,000 assignments and quizzes.) Boy, do I not miss that class at all.

Have a rad spring break.
i still have your christmas present, so hopefully i can give that to you soon. it's getting a little warm for it, but maybe you can use it next winter.... so now you know what it is, lol...